MING EVLUATION

MING EVLUATION

i am a man who survived 2 deaths
one in the year 2000
one recently

how i came back to life in year 2000?
-daily pool games
-daily LAN games
-cigarettes
-demons

how i came back to life in year 2008?
-cigarettes
-drugs
-lomography
-tattoos
-religion
-more demons than you can ever imagine

Almost killed me this time round
by God's lil Trojan Horses
but i got up harder, better, faster, stronger
smarter and definitely sharper
Each time it doesn't kill me
i get tougher to kill
But ultimately, i know i'll get slained soon
once Life figures out how to weaken and kill me AGAIN

Everytime i fall and get up on my feet
i will reach out to helpless ppl fate brings me to
Cos if i have been coming in and out of hell
i can take u out of hell
if not, i'll walk u in hell till u feel like getting out

I can't win Life
but i dun wun let it take everything from me
cos i wun let it empty me out
Life can Life-Leech, but i can Regen (if i allow myself to)
My God hands me the Divine Rapier everytime i respawn from death
and ask "Are you willing?"

Today Wilson told me on the bridge that he's really happy
I told him "Don't be too happy..
God did not design us human, to be happy beings!"
Ultimately we are borned to die

But i wun wait for Death to come pick me up
I am death-defying
I am not God-defying
I am my own god
I will summon my Demons against God when he smites me
I wun win, but i laugh the hardest and cry and loudest
when my time is up



The Demons In Me
Year 2008
In Memory of Jo and Tasha